IsisMoon's Dark Poetry Blog

Update

2012-01-17T03:49:00.000-06:00

I'm so sorry for the silence, but many things have been happening in my life and I have been horrid in updating this blog. I'm back,stronger and more creative than ever. You can expect loads of new poems,short stories and even some of my art work very soon. So please check back soon. I will also include a blog on what has been going on with me. There will be several changes made really soon.

Love you all,

Destiny "IsisMoon" Mubita

Dancing with Death

2010-05-25T19:34:00.002-05:00

Dance of Death By IsisMoon

A dimmed light of my hearts fright
Just the devouring pain of your hearts delight
I reach to soothe your aching soul,
You unwittingly throw iced daggers that burn me cold
Alone as I am in this hell we call life,
Though you fill me with so much pain
I still seek to be your wife
As if the ice pulsing through your veins will ever change.

Your cold and distant
In the midst of all the turmoil,pain and sorrow;
your smile guarantees me a tomorrow.

Though I feel small,weak and desolate
I endure your rebukes and the cold distance of your heart
For oneday you will see;
You and I were meant to be.
Though damaged we are, and our past filled with shattered hopes and dreams
Oneday soon your heart will melt and we will be one
Then you will see clearly and believe in this life we have spun.

The Darkside of Love

2010-03-28T06:50:00.002-05:00

The Darkside of Love

By IsisMoon

I opened my heart

You filled it with your dark decay

As you viewed my destruction

Now darkness;my eternal disease

I fall upon my knees

As toxic tears blur my vision

A decision has been made

As my wrists meet blade

Forever lost in the curse of your love

One final look to the heavens above.

I close my eyes as I feel my demise.

Though far away ,you may be

Your eternal darkness continously devours me.

Farewell by Isismoon

2010-03-14T23:25:00.001-05:00

Poisoned tipped dagger rips through her heart, as she saw the demise of her love, and accepted they'll be forever apart. Ruby puddles gather around,to morn the loss of her raven haired love,as she stumbles to the ground, inhaling her last breath. "It is done" she whispers as death beholds her, forever more.

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Broken

2009-11-05T21:08:00.002-06:00

Broken by IsisMoon

Alone in this cold dark place,

I have nothing left to give,

I can't even remember your face.

You say you love me so,

But when the time comes to be with me

You hide in your fears

as I cry toxic tears

I'm so alone in this sorrow I feel

I thought the power of our love was real

I guess its all been a beautiful lie

And now I wish my aching heart to die

If you love me,be with me is what I used to say

I never understood your reasons why you simply couldn't be with me.

Now I see, I've been living a fleeting fantasy.

I believed in you,when you had nothing to give but lovely words.

All is meaningless now,because the truth I know

You were never mine,I've been alone...so alone all this time...my love has been as nothing and completely blind. This is the end,there's nothing left for me to say. I will go my way and pray I forget this day.

Goodbye,

A broken heart

Lady in Waiting

2009-10-15T07:07:00.001-05:00

The Shattered Collection: "Lost in Love: A Lady in Waiting" By IsisMoon

Waiting for the return of he, who hides in the shadows.
You came into my life one steamy night. With one kiss you took my breathe away as moans of pleasure danced from my tongue to yours. Our hearts beat as one as existence celebrated our beautiful union. Your eyes glistened with dark mystery as I felt myself drowning in your passion. Your electric touch caressed me gently as sparks of excitement filled my body. Your love burned through my soul. Your scent more intoxicating than any drink. I want you my prince more than you may realize or think. I miss you so deeply,and I am awaiting your return. I pray it be soon,that I may gaze yet again into your mysterious eyes and be held in your sweet embrace. I am yours and yours alone,do as you desire but remember me my love,for I am waiting,waiting,waiting...soon time will play its wicked game and I'll be no more,so forget me not; for I am waiting,waiting,waiting to be captured by your dark passionate love if not forever but once more. Though the candle is not lit on my windowsill,let my love be all the light you need. No need to knock on the door,for it remains always open, waiting,waiting,waiting for your return.

All my love,

A Lady in Waiting

The 69 Eyes " Dance D' Amour Fave Band Ever

2009-10-02T01:10:00.000-05:00

BlutEngel "Bloody Pleasures" Fave Vampire Band

2009-09-24T01:26:00.001-05:00

Evanescence" My Immortal"

2009-09-24T00:49:00.002-05:00

Evanescence " Lithium"

2009-09-24T00:44:00.001-05:00

Timo Tolkki & Sharon del Adel "Are you the one"

2009-09-24T00:36:00.002-05:00

Ode to Love by IsisMoon

2009-09-24T00:18:00.002-05:00

Volume II "The Shattered Collection"
Ode to Love

Oh long are the days since love has left me.
This wretched soul roams the world alone
For even death has forgotten me.
The beauty of the night
I know longer see
Visions of love only bring misery
There is no pain this world can bring
My heart shattered as though its nothing
The day will come; the setting of the sun
When love will die
Then and only then will my heart cease to cry.

Written by IsisMoon

Dawn of Sorrow by IsisMoon

2009-06-21T19:58:00.000-05:00

As a razor rips through my skin, so let all the pain begin. Rubies spill

as a spring shower, but there's no sight of may flowers. Only sorrow

blossoms in my dark garden of despair. As ravens fly by in this blood

filled sky, teardrops begin to swell as my soul begins to cry. There is

no relief for me in this world, this deep sorrow I carry on my own as I

gaze at the stars wishing I was free and far away from me. Death where

are you, and why do you mock me so? Allow me to fall into a deep

slumber, never to awake, forever gone, so why do I awake and see the

dawn?

Hurts so Good By IsisMoon

2009-06-18T20:08:00.004-05:00

Thorns pressed against my heart is the feeling that overtakes me as we depart. Your love hurts me so good , yet I thought you understood my soul is full of sorrow nothing to be gained, only the pain remains. Your kisses like razors cutting through my black heart, my love why did you leave me oh why did you depart? You say you will come again to me, yet all I cling to is dead memories of what was once meant to be. Wrap me up in your love and never leave my side. Though death's kiss comes like a wave, an inescapable ride. Please be with me, allow me to be thy dark bride. So many once upon a times ago I thought I could know happiness, now all I know is the sweetest misery of not having you here with me, by my side. You are my mirror, though this you can't see, daggers of your love pierce through me, cutting through all the dark of eternity. My blood spills to the ground, to my knees I fall, my heart in my hand, giving it to you as if it's a wedding band.

Lost By IsisMoon

2009-06-07T18:16:00.003-05:00

Death has tasted my soul,yet alive I am and the pain remains, tears of blood spill to the ground, as I remain in this barless prison never to be found. Life drains from me as I cast my eyes to the sea seeking a love full of vitality, yet I know this love is not meant to be. As death dances through the wind and scents arise of autumns end. Know that my love was all for you even until the end. Time has no meaning because all is but a blur, I scream in head, why did you choose her. I desire to be released from this eternal sorrow but all that comes is teardrops and the thought of tomorrow. Awaking again to know that I'm all alone and that you are forever gone. O' death why have you not taken me away, this is the only thing that I pray. My heart bound, I wish that in your arms I shall be found.

Mindless Oblivion By IsisMoon

2009-06-07T17:11:00.002-05:00

I'm here I'm there, life's a stir of a rainbow of indefinite colors. I find myself fleeing who I am, yet searching yearning to know me to see me. Where do I belong where do I fit. I close my eyes, I shut out all the indecencies of my insanity. Constantly hoping, wishing, for what reason for what purpose. I live in this shell of myself whoever that may be I don't know. My mindless, unreasonable delusion of life has faded, yet I take on a new guise, one that is black, that is pure, solely mine, yet not unique. Seeking a savior I know not, wanting peace that does not come, I scream yet I hear nothing, am I totally voiceless, the urgency of my situation grows greater each passing moment, I don't know if I can hang on to the thread of sanity I have left. The cutter has entered the building one seeking relief, seeking an insightful joy, to kill this deep darkness that I hide inside. I bury myself in fantasies, in music…yet I have no true vent, who can rise and deliver me from this oblivion, who can save this lost soul? Who can clear the darkness that looms in the mist of my mind? This jumbled mumblings of my insanity

Endless Love By IsisMoon

2009-06-07T17:10:00.002-05:00

My love, I keep searching for the passion we've somehow lost.

Yet, and still when I look into your eyes I see emptiness.

Am I not the one, whom your heart longs for?

Am I not the one, whom your soul calls?

I feel that I should turn and run, because I know that love has closed the door.

What shall this hurting morsel of flesh do?

I love you more than words can express, but I can't live my life like this anymore.

The flame of love is steady burning away, and I fear soon someday we shall be no more.

I dream sometimes your love and passion will visit me, but in the end it's all really an illusion.

You and I live in separate worlds, and are walking into different directions. You don't need, nor desire my touch. My words are just echoes bouncing off your soul.

I'm imprisoned in hurt, anguish, and pain.

My only remedy I feel is death.

Death to my aching heart and death to my pierced soul,

So this day I turn and walk away, knowing I gave my all, but it wasn't good enough. I walk away knowing that love is not the greatest gift of all. I close my eyes and hope to give my last breathe, because life has no meaning for me any longer. Every cut that I make is just one memory of love lost, and the fading away of love eternal.

Broken By IsisMoon

2009-06-07T17:09:00.002-05:00

Sitting thinking of the eternal pains of the past, my heart as if glass cannot handle the momentum of the impending doom slowly coming surely soon. My miseries ever apparent can no one see through this mortal flesh to see the shadow of my soul which holds untold mysteries of my agonies as the pain show plain in my eyes, yet only you see my disguise. Screams of torment escape my caged heart, the glass shatters yet remnants remain, yet things continually remain the same. Death seems to be the key to free me from my miseries. I am slowly dying, flying through the underworld seeking my place, yet I crave to see your face, to hear your voice, to feel your touch, though my heart shattered; I still love you so much.

Suicide By IsisMoon

2009-06-07T17:08:00.002-05:00

Bitter tears I shed, sorrows of my heart, and the wailing of my soul doth darkness behold. Hell calls my name, as blood I spill, puddles of despair I dare not share. My wounds throb with pain, as my head spins wildly going insane. I wonder if I fall a slumber will I awake for love sake. To die would be to be free from this agonizing pain,yet I know I'll awake to live it again and again. Is this the end? No one knows, for life is like the wind, there's no beginning nor end.

Deliverance By IsisMoon

2009-06-07T17:07:00.002-05:00

As I sit here my heart wanting to cry, I wish that I do die soon. Oh death deliver me unto the new moon. Veiled in darkness my soul takes no delights in the sight of the moonless sky. I long to cry to release it all yet I know these sorrows are mine to bear and upon sight others would they scare. Oh release me from this prison, let me roam free even if but one night, allow me to feel the warmth and comfort of the divines love. Free to soar through the clouds as if wrapped in the wings of a dove. I've given all of me, there is nothing left to see. Set me free of this captivity. I long to dance beyond the stars and bow at my masters feet, to serve and love to give all of me. So let this be, guide me home and free I will be to roam.

Rebirth By IsisMoon

2009-06-07T17:06:00.002-05:00

As I lay consumed by misery;I seek relief from these oh so painful memories, I pray oh sweet death deliver me unto the lands of my ancestors. I choose to walk in the shadows to be near to you. The sweetness of your love,and the shadows hold me near to your heart. Forever will I be captured by your mighty hold. For you give the keys of rebirth to us all. Though I venture through the darkness, you uplift me and I see beyond this existence. May your grace carry me through this life unto the next.

The Witch's Moon By IsisMoon

2009-06-07T17:05:00.002-05:00

Veiled in darkness,looking to confess, the sins of past and redeem my lost soul at last. Though the witch's moon, we shall see soon, for all will be clear, and there will be no need of fear. So hold your head up high and do not cry, for all sorrow will die, as the heavens opens its eye. Tears shall spill,and thy will shall you see for you are me, and I you throughout all eternity we are laid naked for all to see.

Immortal By IsisMoon

2009-06-07T17:04:00.002-05:00

Thunder rolls, as death bells toll, the one I love has lost his soul. I long to be with him eternally, yet I feel as though we're tumbling, free falling down this dreadful path where all our fears we face the dragons wrath. We fight and we struggle yet our souls are captive. Prisoners of our love and shackled by fears, we cry out and shed the most bitter tears. Though all may seem hopeless all is not lost because we have each other our lives being the cost. We roam forever through darkened and fear filled streets our hearts beating as one, so help us god what have we done. We've given our lives over to the darkness that shadows our souls, immortal we maybe, but lonely this life and all its many woes. Though we are together, and your love I do feel, sometimes I wonder if all this is real. For I give my soul to be in your arms, though many don't understand and warn me of the harm. For you are my king, I your queen through darkness we may walk, with love we do see our path ever so clearly.

Forbidden By IsisMoon

2009-06-07T17:03:00.002-05:00

I will die in his arms at twilight. My spirit wrapped up in his love, I will be his prey. I will die in a most beautiful way this day. His darkness consumes me,yet it sets me free. I need him to mirror me, to reflect my eternal soul. Then perhaps he will see we are meant to be throughout eternity. My dark heart so ripped and torn apart. This deep and sorrowful despair we both share...chained and imprisoned by fear,yet I seek your love, come to me my dear. I seek to be your dark possession, your one and only obsession. I desire to give you all of me,even the parts of which you can not see. Whether heaven or in hell throughout all eternity let our love be.